Christopher’s Daily Journal

Posted on August 1, 2010 by Christopher

I made this first official daily entry on August 1, 2010.

Throughout the years, I will be adding to the archives of this journal by making notes on dates occurring before August 1, 2010.  But if it is one’s desire to follow my current daily thoughts, and that one wishes to understand what happened yesterday that might have influenced a thought shared today, then one should read all the daily entries leading up to that day, beginning with August 1, 2010.

As the archived record grows, one may search the archives and review any day of any year highlighted therein.  The entries into this journal of my past reflections and experiences will be an ongoing process as I compile the information necessary for my future autobiography, The Man From Joe’s Bar and Grill.  This autobiography will not be published as a first edition until sometime after the year 2012.  With the information provided from my ongoing daily journal, there will be future updated editions of the autobiography as they are needed and prepared.

What I write on a daily basis will be reviewed and edited for grammar, punctuation, and comprehension; therefore, there will be as many updates to my personal entries as my editors feel are needed.  (Sometimes my hands work independently of my imperfect brain and things are not quite expressed as they are meant to be. :-))

I pull no punches in this journal, nor am I embarrassed by any of my personal realities.  My enemies and critics are welcome to follow the posts and research and verify everything that is written—for it will be the truth as far as I am able to express it.  And yes, I realize that anything I say can be used against me in a court of law by any who wish to confront me there.  I have nothing to hide from the laws established in our world, as long as those enforcing the laws treat me with the same equality and fairness afforded and granted to others.  Unfortunately, as has been in my past, this is not always the case.

Whether or not one believes what is written is not my concern.  My deepest desire is that my thoughts are made available to the world to counter the falsehoods and misrepresentations that others have imagined, invented, and publicly published or will publish about me and this Marvelous Work and a Wonder®.

Those who choose to interpret my feelings and actions with their own personal prejudices are welcome to do so.  Human truth is formed and accepted exclusively in the mind of each individual—thus creating as many real truths as there are free-willed human beings.  Therefore, to the honest seeker of truth, who understands this, and also that there are always two sides to any issue, this journal will be of benefit.

I am and will always be whoever a free-willed human being wants me to be.  Good for some, evil for others.  But all that is ultimately important to me is being true to myself.  If I am satisfied with who I am and what I do, then what others think about me does not matter.

I am completely satisfied with who I am and what I do!

Welcome to my world!

—Christopher

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K-Talk Radio Show This Sunday, June 23

Posted on June 18, 2013 by Christopher

This coming Sunday, June 23, Christopher will be doing an interview/radio show on Salt Lake City’s local KTKK AM630 radio from 10 am–1 pm MDT.

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(This will replace the normal blogtalk radio show, which will not be held at the normal 8 pm time.)

There are several ways to hear the show:

KTKK (K-talk) radio information:

• You can listen LIVE on your computer at the K-talk website here:

(On that page, they have the option to use Google Play, Media Player, WinAmp, etc, or another option for computers not configured with standard mp3 streaming player.)

• You can call by phone when the show is live On Air at this number:
801-254-5855 – All Areas

• You can listen to it on the radio at AM630.

• Listen online at bestdealsutah.com here.

Coincidentally, the 23rd is also a full moon, and the closest “supermoon” of 2013.  For those with eyes that see.

:-)

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Marvelous Work and a Wonder® One Year Anniversary

Posted on June 16, 2013 by Christopher

On June 16, 2012, one year ago today, the fullness of our true human reality was revealed for the first time during our mortal lives upon this earth.  The pieces of our existence were finally put together and the foundation for our entire existence was completely mapped out for us.

From this time (June 16, 2012) to June 16, 2145, every human that belongs to our solar system will have access to the real truth.  Whether or not that human accepts the real truth, has no bearing on its availability.  The establishment and full disclosure (the true meaning of “Apocalypse”) of the real truth (its availability) was meant to aid each of us in the purpose for why we exist as a human being.  We need it!  We wanted it!  And thus it was established!

The real truth is:

We are, have been, and will always be the most highly advanced and complex compilation of matter (“thing”) that exists anywhere, and on any level of existence.  It is impossible to construct or imagine something that exists that is more important and valuable to the reality of existence than the human being.  Why?  Because the human being is the only thing that cares whether it exists or not.  It is in this caring where our humanity; i.e., our true essence, is found.

We are the same yesterday, today, and forever and in us there is no variableness, neither shadow of change.

We exist as entities of free will.  This free agency enables us to act and be acted upon in and by the environment (referred to as the first and only real state of existence) in which we exist for the sole benefit of the self … the human thing.  We do not control this environment.  It has always existed in the same state and will always exist this way forever.  But each human thing individually controls how it acts within this environment. Having existed forever with the same invariableness, we act within this eternal environment the same way as we have always acted.  We can do nothing to change the course of our eternal environment, which allows each human to exist independently of other humans.  The bounds and parameters that have always existed in this eternal state, by its very nature, will never allow a human being to lose its free agency, nor take away the eternal right of another to possess the same.

In this eternal state, we would become bored, or rather, we would not develop the self by taking advantage of the uniqueness of our free will, if there didn’t exist a way to perpetuate the self and make the experiences that establish this unique self.

To develop the self, we add new experiences.  To add new experiences, we must place ourselves in an environment that is not eternal, invariable, and unchanging.  There has always existed an environment in which we can place the eternal self that will allow these new experiences.

This environment is the purpose for a Universe of galaxies, solar systems, planets; i.e. the environment of space that we perceive from this earth, outside of our living environment; or rather, outside the mortal environment in which currently find ourselves.  We can properly visualize and understand this environment by referring to it as “The Game of Life.”

We place ourselves in the Universe (and there’s only one that exists for all the eternal humans) to begin a new experience.  (We refer to this existence as our second state of existence.)  Our eternal memories, the remembrance of our eternal experiences, therefore, the essence of who we really are, are blocked so that we can gain real and new experiences outside of the invariable nature of our first state of existence.

At first, in this Universe, we develop as new, highly advanced (as much as is possible) individuals, with perfect human bodies and in a perfect environment.  We are allowed to use our free agency to develop and become a person–a unique, individual self.  Once we have become who we have chosen to become, we will once again become bored … we would not develop the self by taking advantage of the uniqueness of our free will … unless we are provided with another environment that allows for new experiences that enhance our existence as highly advanced humans.  But this time, these new experiences will augment our existence in the Universe by helping us to appreciate the experience of being an advanced human being.  These new experiences are what we are going through now upon this earth.  We call this “mortality.”

Mortality exists, not in the real Universe (the second state of existence) where we first developed as new, advanced humans, but in a shadow, a semblance, an example of the Universe where all eternal human beings play The Game of Life.  The mortal experience plays out in the mind of the advanced human just like a dream, only more vivid, more real, more expressive, and easier to remember.  It’s in memory that we recognize the self apart from all others.  It is in memory that we exist as humans.  The past (our memories) is who we are.  The present provides us with the opportunity to make these memories; i.e. establish who we are.  The future is the hope that we become who we are.

The past is the most important part of our existence because it establishes the self.  The present moment, and all future moments, will become the past … the memories … the foundation … the essence of who we are.

We all exist in our past.  We will always exist in our past.  Again, our present allows us to have a past and the future gives us hope to create a past of our choosing and desire.

So it works like this,

We have always lived in the first state of existence as the most highly advanced compilation of matter that is possible.  This existence does not take place in a Universe of different locations where humans are logistically located.  It takes place on an eternal plane of existence where there is no beginning and no end.  Being highly advanced, our brain has the ability to allow our mind (our conscious thoughts) to enter an experience that appears to the mind as real, but our eternal physical body goes nowhere.

Our mind enters an existence in a Universe (the second state of existence) that is comprised of different locations where humans play the game.  Once developed in the Universe as advanced human beings, our minds again play the game of mortality, a level of experience that is the most rewarding to an advanced human, because it is the most challenging.  The Universe where mortality takes place is not the Universe where we exist as advanced humans.  The whole experience is occurring in our advanced human mind, similar to how a dream experience occurs in our mortal mind.  While dreaming, the experience seems real.  But once we awake, we realize it was just a dream.  One day, we will realize that mortality was just a dream.  But we will remember that dream as if it had just occurred a moment ago; and that memory of our past … the memory that established our self … will remain with us forever.

One day we will become bored by existing in the Universe and we will leave The Game of Life and return to our true and real selves as eternal human beings! 

What then will become of our past?

Our past experiences in the Universe will stay with us forever … as they always have … as they always will … shaping who we are as unique, individual human beings.

The challenge of life was, is, and will always be in establishing the self (as described above) and remaining true to that self.  And when we realize that we are all the same, and that none of us is anything more special than any other human, and that the most important thing to us is the self, and by default the self is the most important thing to others, we will finally find happiness.  Happiness is the existence of the self in a state of conscious comfort, or rather, when we are comfortable with the self that we have developed through our past experiences.

The challenge is to learn to love the self with all our heart (our conscious desire), with all our soul (our conscious recognition), and with all our mind (our conscious motivation).  Once we meet this challenge, then we will be able to love others as we do the self.

The purpose of the Marvelous Work and a Wonder®; i.e., the presentation of real truth, is to help us meet this challenge.

There is no other purpose.

Happy One Year Anniversary!

:-)

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Come on, Scientists!

Posted on June 11, 2013 by Christopher

So,

When is science going to catch up with the HUMAN REALITY book?  :-)

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New Kind of Dark Matter Could Form ‘Dark Atoms’

SPACE.comBy Charles Q. Choi | SPACE.com – 1 hr 34 mins ago

The mysterious dark matter that makes up most of the matter in the universe could be composed, in part, of invisible and nearly intangible counterparts of atoms, protons and electrons, researchers say.

Dark matter is an invisible substance thought to make up five-sixths of all matter in the universe. Scientists inferred the existence of dark matter via its gravitational effects on the movements of stars and galaxies.

Most researchers think dark matter is composed of a new type of particle, one that interacts very weakly at best with all the known forces of the universe save gravity. As such, dark matter can almost never be seen or touched, and rarely even collides with itself. [Gallery: Dark Matter Across the Universe]
This might not hold true for all forms of dark matter, though. Now, some researchers suggest a new kind of dark matter could exist, representing about one-fifth of all dark matter in the universe, making it potentially as plentiful as conventional matter.

Dark atoms

“There is no good reason to assume that all the dark matter in the universe is built out of one type of particle,” study author Andrey Katz of Harvard University told SPACE.com.

These new dark matter particles would essentially consist of heavy “dark protons” and light “dark electrons.” They would interact with each other far more than other dark matter particles to form “dark atoms” that use “dark photons” to interact through a sort of “dark electromagnetism,” much as regular protons and electrons interact through photons in conventional electromagnetism to build the atoms making up the stuff of everyday life. If dark atoms are possible, they could react with each other for dark chemistry, much as regular atoms interact chemically.

“The dark world might even be as diverse and interesting as the visible world,” Katz and his colleagues wrote May 23 in the journal Physical Review Letters.

The interactions between dark protons and dark electrons could make them lose energy over time. As such, they might slow down enough to clump into flat disks around galaxies, just like regular matter does. In contrast, most dark matter apparently forms roughly spherical haloes around galaxies, stars and planets.

This concept means galaxies would have two disks, one made of regular atoms and one of dark atoms, which is why the investigators call their idea the double-disk dark matter model.

“The double-disk dark matter idea is a novel twist on an intriguing concept — that the physics of dark matter might be as complicated and interesting as the physics of ordinary matter is known to be,” said theoretical physicist Sean Carroll of the California Institute of Technology, who did not take part in this study.

Carroll and his colleagues had earlier suggested “the basic possibility of a dark force very similar to electromagnetism — a long-range force with positive and negative charges,” he said. “Such a model implies dark radiation, dark magnetic fields, and a host of other interesting phenomena. But we only had one kind of dark-matter particle in our model; to go to the world of dark atoms and dark chemistry requires more kinds of particles. That’s the direction the new papers are taking.”

The gravitational effects of a dark atom disk on stars in galaxies could eventually be detectable via the European Space Agency’s Gaia space observatory scheduled to launch in October, which aims to map the movement of approximately 1 billion stars in the Milky Way.

“This is how we might first detect this dark disk,” Katz said.

Moreover, since this novel form of dark matter is expected to be much slower on average than regular dark matter, it should be more susceptible “for capture by the Earth, by the sun, or other heavy celestial objects,” Katz said. “Annihilation of this dark matter captured by the sun can result in neutrino fluxes, which can be measured directly by the IceCube Neutrino Observatory on the South Pole.”

In addition, the dark electrons and dark protons the scientists propose might also have antimatter counterparts — dark anti-electrons and dark anti-protons. When these particles collide with their counterparts, they would release gamma rays, the most energetic form of light, which telescopes should be able to spot. Furthermore, dark atoms might also have formed clouds of dark plasma, ripples in which might have influenced the formation of the early universe and thus have visible effects on large-scale cosmic structures that exist nowadays.

“Theories of dark matter with new forces provide a wonderful playground for theorists to develop new models of particle physics,” Carroll said. “The hard part will be getting the astrophysics right — how does the dark matter evolve and cluster? In the observable world, the presence of electromagnetic fields makes that a very hard problem — when you add dark electromagnetism to the mix, it will only get harder!”

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HR 5:22 MYSTERY OF CREATION IS FOUND IN “DARK MATTER”

It should not be hard to theorize and accept that an advanced human scientist has the means to travel to different parts of the Universe, where there is space without a sun or a solar system and, with the knowledge and power to do so, create a completely new solar system. This advanced one can then create more new solar systems, until he has created a whole new galaxy, and then even more new galaxies, until he has become the creator of a whole new part of the Universe. This is accomplished by using advanced technology controlled by advanced human beings who have the answer to a question that modern scientists cannot solve: “What is dark matter?”

Dark matter is all the matter that fills the gaps in the Universe where science cannot place any known matter. Scientists have hypothesized that it is matter that does not interact with any other matter and has no electrical charge or transference of energy patterns.

The answer to the question, “What is dark matter?” is as simple as the answers to all of the questions posed in this book. To illustrate exactly what dark matter is, let’s take a look at the color “black.” The color black appears to be a combination of every known color.

Likewise, the dark matter or black matter of the Universe is a compilation of all of the potential energy (or better, all the protons, neutrons, and electrons) needed to create any element in the Universe.

“Dark matter,” therefore, is a collection of everything needed to create anything in the Universe. The secret lies in knowing how to transform dark matter into the elements that make up all other matter— or in other words, create something new that didn’t exist before. This is achieved by forming energy patterns where none existed before.

In “dark matter,” the mass of protons, neutrons, and electrons is already there, but these subatomic particles are not yet configured properly to create the force of energy generated when they interact inside the atoms of matter that form everything in the Universe, from rocks to the cells of the human brain. Advanced human scientists know exactly how to perform the proper configuration. They know how to control energy levels to create anything they want. In other words, every proton, neutron, and electron found in the Universe is at their command!

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Oh, Ye Mormons!

Posted on June 10, 2013 by Christopher

Imagine the following billboard placed along I-15 in Salt Lake City, Utah:

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Now read the words of the “Angel” whose image decorates every LDS/Mormon temple:

(For an incredible “spiritual” experience, read all of TSP, chapter 12.)

Chapter 12,

89 Now, I, Moroni, would that I might write unto you the pleasing words of Christ in which my soul rejoiceth. But I am constrained by the Spirit to speak to you of your sins and the great hypocrisy that hath arisen in the latter days because of a great church that hath risen up out of obscurity and is called after his name.

90 And I know that ye do not see yourselves as sinners, and that your leaders do preach unto you the pleasing words of Christ, yet they do not require them at your hand. Yea, they have required of you the things that the world requireth of you, and not that which the Lord requireth of all those who call themselves after his Holy Name.

91 Do ye believe that those who do not receive the Holy Endowment, yea even those who cannot enter into one of your temples to receive this endowment because of the requirements that ye first ask of them; do ye believe that these shall be damned? I say unto you that they shall not be damned, but that it is good that they are not allowed to enter into your temples and into your synagogues. For by not entering therein, they might have a chance to humble themselves and hear the words of Christ by the mouth of his holy angels.

Mike and Natalee Lance created the above image and captured Moroni’s words perfectly!

What say ye, Mormons?

Will you deny that you require a person to pay 10% of one’s income to enter into one of your temples?  What about the poor of this world?  What if they cannot afford to pay 10% of their income, because they don’t have an income!  Are they damned because of their poverty?

There is no sicker type of religion upon this earth than the hypocrisy that ills the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.

READ THE BOOK OF MORMON!  It’s YOUR book!  It’s for you!

Sigh … :-)

 

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Menstrual and Menopause: The REAL TRUTH

Posted on June 8, 2013 by Christopher

Okay … Sigh … :-)

Since it is something that affects my experience on this earth, while I’m involved in human relationships, and my dear Sheri has argued with me about the answer, I’ll finally publish the Marvelous Work and a Wonder®’s definitive answer to the following question:

Can our moods be affected and become uncontrolable because of physical factors associated with our imperfect mortal bodies?

In other words,

When a woman is bitchy during her menstrual period or on an emotional rollercoaster during her menopause, does she have a viable excuse for her attitude, her depression, her … bitchiness?  Can she blame it on her womanhood?

Does a man have an excuse for being an asshole, a jerk, an insensitive prick, because he has “hormonal” or clinical mental issues?

Oh, how simple is the real truth!  How easily ascertained!  How wonderfully liberating  …

… well, after the initial sting is felt by from “sharp two-edged sword” ripping into one’s preconceived notions and destroying all the explanations invented by those who charge $100’s of dollars per hour for their therapy or “expert” advise.

Are you ready for the real truth and the overwhelming evidence of the proof, all ye bitches and assholes out there?  Are you ready to hear it?

Oh well, here it is anyways:

Let’s say you’re lying on the beach near the ocean with a gentle ocean breeze blowing over you, your favorite drink in your hand, and lots of money in your account that can cover the expenses of the resort and all that you are dreaming of doing for the next couple of weeks at this exotic and absolutely beautiful tropical resort!

And further,

Let’s say that the person whom you adore, with whom you are in love, with whom you would rather be than anyone else in the world was sitting right beside you … and you knew without a doubt, that this person loves you more than anyone else in the world …

Would you be feeling the emotional effects of menstruating or menopause?

Sure, you might feel some cramps and some hot and cold flashes from time to time.  But would you feel depressed and act mean to others because of the physical displeasure?

No, you wouldn’t!

Emotionally, you’d be just fine!

Is there any truth, even a smidgin, to the emotional affects of our physical ailments upon this earth.  NO!  IF THERE WERE, WE WOULDN’T BE ADVANCED HUMANS CONTROLLING A MORTAL BODY, we would only be mortal, like every other animal on this planet.  And let’s see you find another animal that has hormonal issues because of menstruation and menopause … that is “emotionally” affected because of these things.  They are not, because they are not HUMAN, and are not actually controlled by an advanced human mind.

If you stub your toe, hard, you can either be a bitch or an asshole about it, or you can laugh about it.  The pain’s the same, regardless of how you act.

“Psychosomatic” is another one of those mortal “grunts” we’ve turned into a way to describe a part of our experience upon this earth.  It basically means that which is produced in our head causes physical reactions in our body.  And it is probably one of the best “grunts” we’ve come up with.  Our emotions can and do cause physical ailments, BUT OUR PHYSCIAL AILMENTS DO NOT CAUSE OUR EMOTIONAL ONES!

Ask a person who has stage 4 cancer and has the belief that it is “God’s will” that she has cancer, and that “God will take care of her,” and that “God needs her on the other side for a greater work.”  Is this pious believer going to be a bitch to others because she’s dying?  Or is she more likely to be humble, contrite, smiling, patient, and kind to those with whom she’ll be spending the last few days of her conscious life on earth?

Look folks!

If you treat others badly, you’re a bitch, if you’re a woman, and you’re an asshole, if you’re a man.  It’s completely YOUR choice!  Nothing else is to blame but YOU and your free will to think what you want to think and act upon that thought.

So,

The next time you get depressed, ask yourself this question:

Would you feel this way if at that very moment you were transported to your favorite place in the world, doing your favorite thing, with your favorite person, without a worry in the world?

Answer yourself honestly and you’ll have your definitive answer about whether or not our physical ailments cause our emotional issues.  THEY DO NOT!  NEVER HAVE!  NEVER WILL!

And that there, folks, is the real truth!

:-)

 

 

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